if you know, on the east coast right now, there's a snow storm, and i called my manager to tell her i can't come in tonight, i hope stuff works out.



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well, soon ill be off to work, if you don't know already, i work weekend nights at a dog resort. well next week as we know has christmas at the end of it, and yesterday or the day before, not exactly sure when, my manager called me to verify if i was working christmas weekend, which i was, most of the day would be gone by then, and she asked if i could work christmas eve, since they have 71 dogs scheduled for that night, well i asked her how many dogs. so i agreed. but with sorta new info, my sister shannon says i should ask for time and a half for the whole weekend instead of just christmas day. and with that thought, i may, since my manager asked if i could work christmas eve night, there most likely will be many dogs on all three days.
im having thoughts right now, that though id like to share, it's best not to broadcast them at the current time, but ill say this, they aren't along the lines of (your asshole, bitch, dumbass).....
that is all for now.



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well monday, i took three of my four college finals for this semester, and later today ill be taking the fourth one, ^^ which i have the most faith that ill do well in, and on another note, one of the clubs which i had started, though didn't reach the heights of has been added to groups ^^ [link]
hope it can do better there then it did under my charge



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just finished reading this fan fic not too long ago, its a grand piece, chapters are consistent length, good story line, well weaved plot. its kakasaku. I came across this fics existence through an art pic slinkymilinky did for it here's a link for the story [link] and here's the pic ( i think) that lead me to it [link]



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1. whats your name? Kevin James steadman

2. what's your aspiration? fiction writer.

3. whats your reality?.....many things. Im over weight, i still haven't gotten flly back on my diet. i've been banned from my favored chatroom that i've been going to on and off since i've gotten into dev art, and it seems as a result my friends from there have pretty much shunned me. Im hardly writting stuff. my mom isn't happy that i haven't shown money saving skills, as she wants me to pay for my own driving school. college classes are so and so. haven't made real efforts to get into a real life relationship. i've become distant from my real life friends. sometimes i think im paying for my senoir year, which could be considered a joke, by my current schedule.....6 days out of the week there is somewhere i need to be at some time, and on the day off there is still stuff to do.

4. would you trade that reality for anything? hell no, if i did then i wouldn't be me anymore. through everything i've lived through and done i'm the sum of those experiences, and if i were to trade that then i wouldn't be who i am, and despite problems i like the person who i am, as a matter of fact there have been people who have wanted me or a copy of me as their son, this includes my aunt carol heh heh. so once again hell no, i would trade this reality for another.

5. what do you wish for? i try to put myself above want, or at least i have said that to myself, cause i don't really feel the want emotion toward something. there is things i would like, and thats part of the reason for money troubles with mom heh heh. but i have serious;y thought of this question, and i think two things would be nice, stronger positive emotion, and wife and childs( i know the second bit is two parts, but it seems with one you can get the other heh heh)

6. if your aspiration became reality, what would you do? that is a good question.....perhaps go to a book store and see my book on a self.



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